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I can't say I'm not gutted, because I kinda am. But whatever it is, I'm slowly accepting that what I've got is a fact of life, and it's not going to change just because I keep staring at it, or bawling my eyes out. So screw this. Once I'm done moping, I'm going to celebrate. I'm going to celebrate the fact I finished the O levels and I could of done a lot worse. I could of done a lot worse, but I didn't. I didn't. So I have no idea where I'm headed, but I know I'm not alone. I know God is bringing me somewhere for a reason, and this changes nothing. I do know I still have a good chance with either AC/VJ, and that this is not the end. So to where ever I go, I'm just gonna go with (as open) a heart and perspective (as possible). I'm going to enjoy and take in everything that's coming my way, knowing that God delivers.

Well, at least this makes my mind up about something: -

UK, it's this or nothing.

Good Life - One Republic.

This has gotta be a good life. :)

(God, I'm trusting you. I'm trusting you to do what's best, because you know what's best. If I did this by myself, I'd probably really unhappy or messed up or have no idea what I'm doing. But because you're guiding me, I know your plan is perfect, and I have nothing to fear. So in advance, and for my grades, Thank You.)