I'm glad to be out of the local system, I really am. I think comparatively, I'm lucky. Yet sometimes I miss the essence of the local system. Being able to genuinely complain, feeling that sense of spirit with your friends suffering through the same thing. The only complaint I have now is the workload. I can't complain about rote learning, about not understanding why 2+2=4, and this has always been a part of me. I miss my friends in the local system because everyone outside it is a lot different. It's a good difference, definitely, but I've been adapting too much at one go, and it tires me. It's a different kind of exhaustion.
I think ultimately I'll be glad I crawled out of the local system. But as for now, I'm really confused.
On the other hand, everyone's on holiday now! (Except us!). I'd like to meet up with y'all as much as possible so we'll see how that goes. I'm starting to really miss everyone in SC. Really, really, really.
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