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On My Way - Boyce Avenue

"Lay down, and come alive in all you've found/all you're meant to be/and for now, we'll wait for the morning light/and close your eyes to see/just close your eyes to see"

The light at the end is worth the pain.

There has just been so much to go through. Each day, I'm getting a little more emotionally crippled, trying to find meaning and reason in everything that goes around. Sometimes I just can't understand, other times I force emotions out of me. But that's not how it's supposed to work. I'm just supposed to feel. There's too much disappointment sometimes, there really is. I get lost in a whimsy, and just zone out, feeling in a completely different place.

I know God is more than enough for me, and I know that everything's perfect in His time. I'm just finding it a little difficult right now. I need to trust, believe, and just rest in Him. Let Him work it out. It's in Him. Not my works, but by Him. I've got to start realising I cannot do anything, but He can do everything. :)

every once in a while

just close your eyes to see.