Stifled.
Expectations, disappointment, reputation, falls from grace.
It's been a crazy week - papers upon papers, books upon books, writing like a machine gun, everyone with short fuses. It's been a mad week. I haven't felt this tired in a long time, yet at the same time, I haven't had such focus, ever. I found out that Starbucks @ Leisure Park is in fact an amazing place to study, when I'm stressed + tired I lose a lot of self control, and morph into this creature I get annoyed with (which just becomes a cyclical force), and that it's so much better when we're all in this together.
I'm also itching for a break - somewhere far away, preferably outside Asia, where I meet so many people I've never met before, who I don't see for any institutional purpose, where we can just be friends + learn something new. I love all my friends (and I'm starting to love my SJI friends more and more each day), but sometimes we all just need a break, even from those closest to us.
3 more days, let's just hope I don't lose my mind.
"For God did not give us a spirit of fear, but of love and of self-control and a sound mind"
- 2 Tim 1:7 (NKJV)
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