195

Today: 

Was on Skype with A till 130

Woke up at 730 for church; T and I could barely stay awake/focused. 

Walked around, went for lunch and waited for 20 minutes outside a bubble tea shop that refused to open.

Went for Violin with my superstar teacher

Came home and chilled with two episodes of Borgen 

Went for dinner with grammies

Had a 1.5 hour phone call with my ex cgl to discuss my crisis situation.

So despite all my schedule might suggest, today has been an extremely trying day. Constantly fending off lies the enemy has been tormenting my soul with, and having to rely on pure faith - when you completely cannot trust what you feel AT ALL. You've just gotta trust the Bible and believe that it's true and hope your faith will carry you somewhere. 

It's really scary. 

But my God has promised He is faithful to finish.