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A friend of mine came up to me today and was commenting on how long this week seems. It's interesting, because everyone feels it. It's only Tuesday, but all of us feel we've been doing the same amount of work we'd get in a week. Strange. It's the first 5 day week of the 4 still left in schools, and right now it's IAs upon IAs. Soon there'll be EEs and ToKs. But at least school's still enjoyable. :)

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so i've been lost in an array of thought for a while. i've had to consider different things and regulate being in a new environment. it's been tough. at times i still don't know what means what to me and how much effort i put into a battle. i've yet to learn to choose my battles wisely and to realise some are better not fought. at the same time i know i've been infinitely blessed with so much more than i could ever ask for or imagine, and it literally brought me to tears a few days ago to realise how loved i am. i can only pray for a good measure of hope, guidance and wisdom to get through what i don't even know i need to get through.

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