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So IB has successfully kept me up to 3am working on a PRACTICE IA. Imagine if it was the real one. 3 hours of sleep has left me in the midst of insanity.

I don't know.

I don't understand.

There are many things I don't understand, things I shan't say here, but as the days pass and I find myself in quiet observation of the micro-world around me, and I honestly don't understand why some things are they way they are, why some people are the way they are, why we have to fight so hard just to make it, just to survive, why life must be so harsh and difficult, as beautiful as it is. Sometimes I really don't understand why certain traits are just so evident in particular cultures, but then again, who am I to judge?

This is going to get interesting.

(We're going to make it).