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"From my heart to the heavens, Jesus be the centre. It's all about you, yes it's all about you".

So this is me, one week in, two weeks to finals, drowning in a math IA, spiraling in thought from all the other pieces of work I have to complete. Being a 17 year old is not fun. We're all such jaded kids, and it really saddens me to think that this loss of innocence has come at so young an age. It takes more effort to believe in the world and its potential than to just give it all up and drop it, because indifference, and escapism is always the easier way out. 

But I thank God that when I'm drowning in my math IA, I'm also drowning in so much more of His grace. His grace that picks me up, keeps me going, and keeps me hoping in a better tomorrow. 

Honestly though, I need a damn break. You have no idea how badly I want finals to be over. My brain (and body) can only take so much of this.