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exams are over (oops, sorry A level physics & bio kids)

prom is over

high school is over.

wow. 

today:

i. boy:

four, maybe six? i doubt he's past eight. - saw him at pastamania, being terribly unhelpful, dropping cutlery and throwing a tantrum. i don't really understand why he needed four spoons and four forks for two, but y'know. 

strange kids. 

his mum was slightly embarrassed, but he couldn't find fault in his actions and kept yelling how it was an "accident"to his mum, over and over. i mean, where did all the respect go. 

i know this sounds pretty negative but i think i'm more perplexed than anything

ii. girl:

probably eighteen, maybe nineteen, but around that age - was at the star (great place, btw) with a friend.  there was a lady who threw a completely unreasonable tantrum and stormed out of sogurt without paying. offered to buy it off her but she refused (i mean, after the lady left), so we ate and i wrote her a post it and hopefully she feels better.

strange.

- haven't done this in a while, go through a day and make interesting observations about people/live interestingly. 

--

amazingly blessed and comforted to know that even now as i go through such uncertainty and conflict within myself that i can always & forever say i have an amazing saviour who loves me more than anything or anyone or all the stars combined and that my future is gonna blow my mind, just as the past two years have. 

god bless y'all. 

(really)

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It's the last lap that's the toughest. 

Papers have been good, and there's Economics left; Tuesday and Wednesday. I've got nothing to complain about, but I've been moving too fast.

As Willy Loman put it - "I've been going sixty miles an hour and I don't remember the last five minutes". 

I need a break, I'm losing perspective - and when you lose that, life goes haywire. Solitude is so, so important and I've become so, so appreciative of it. The fact is, it's never really solitude, but alone time w Jesus. And when you really need that solitude, He leaves you alone.

5 more days (ish) - almost, almost there!

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I love how everyone is declaring support from Obama just from what the press say/social media says, because if you actually went to read their policies and listen to their debates, you might have another opinion of who's the better leader for America.

(which is ironic because I don't know my right-wing press for myself. HURHUR)

Anyway, exams have been pretty smooth - finishing math and geog tomorrow can't wait!! :') also my oxford entrance exam aaaawh but God is with me. :)

Cheers m'friends.

I can't even remember the post #, but that's irrelevant.

The horse is made ready for the day of battle, but victory rests in the Lord. - Pvb 21:31

(and I have victory. Whoohoo!)

Let's do this.