I think - I (try to) live to love Jesus, love people, and tell stories. Always easier said than done, but if anything - my life, so far, has been one of growth. I've been growing, and from my own subjectively objective judgement, I've become a person of whom I'm more satisfied with. Sometimes I lose my way, but life is good, and I am so grateful.
I think the difficulty is in finding intrinsic happiness, or joy, or whatever y'wanna call it. To be happy despite, and in spite of your circumstances. - but I think that's not fair. If your circumstances make you happy, be happy - and as much as I struggle with this, if your circumstances make you sad, be sad.
But to keep in mind the bigger picture despite what each moment tells you, I s'ppose, is a path one could take. To know faith > feelings, faith > sight. I think that's where my security comes from. That even when I can't describe life because it's pissin' me off too much or has made me incredibly happy, faith > feelings, faith > sight. And I don't think living faith > feelings is a case of living neutral, but living extraordinary.
We should change our status quo.
(I don't know which random stroke of inspiration caused me to write this - but I am back, and still, the most blessed kid alive.)
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