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It's interesting how most ideas come to me late in the night, in the midst of immense frustration. Inspiration out of frustration.

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today - halfhearted attempts at studying, which is still going on; feeling newly positive about the singapore arts scene; having a good cup of coffee but even better, - close, intimate conversation with a good friend of mine; meeting a very kind stranger; sending out email of unknown, but hopefully exciting consequence; shooting randomly on my new favourite prime lens without knowing what pictures were to come out of it; talking to a friend about a pretty grand decision she'll have to make; discussions about the peculiarities of the chinese language, weaved into a marathon of emoji spam. 

now, still today - wondering if i should watch the first episode of the new zhang han show, wondering if i should draw up a schedule, wondering if i'd be happier knowing i had the discipline to follow a schedule when spontaneity has always been a character of mine, wondering if i'll be able to cover everything before my mocks begin, wondering where my life will head, wondering where i'll be in one, five, ten years, knowing i'll always be a beloved child of my King. 

 

life is good.